. . . being a “vegetable” for three weeks lead me to speak of “nothing” — everywhere we turn, another addiction … but we love them, and so we don’t call them addictions … we call them “interests” … and they help us forget reality … a reality where we don’t count … a reality where words don’t exist … where there is no “where” … tabula rasa … or if you still want “something” —> the School of No Media …

BRAINBLEED(s) - 3 weeks of ICU to UNLEARN

the particular knowLEDGE of forgetting to even be (but fortunate enough to be able to report about it)

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Submerged Off the Map (I.C.U. 001)

Posted by piermarton on February 17, 2012
Posted in: Death, Graphics, ICU, Insights, LifeAfter, Post-Op, TheHospital.

We’re not in Kansas anymore…

The weeks spent in I.C.U. were like an eternity in hell (more in another entry).
Later in rehab I was shown “Encounters at the End of the World,” Werner Herzog’s masterpiece. To my amazement, it was as if someone was describing the universe I had barely escaped from.
Just like those divers going through massive layers of ice with only one hole to come back to the surface,

while it had been all about life or death, there had been absolutely no road map.

I had been submerged too and was still gasping for air.
http://youtu.be/MImYM87jOtU

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